My mum is a good liar, probably the best.

Yeah.
Knew that people change. Knew that people’s change will affect the people around them. Only came to realize the meaning of it recently, outcome is fucked up.

Totally agreed on your post, both of us changed, changed too much i guess.
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“We’re not meeting up as often as before , not talking as often as before , not having h2h talks as often as before . Because you & me knows what’s going on in between . Just want to let you know that , no matter how far you are , you’ll always still be remembered as my fav lil’ sistaaa . We did try to clear things out , didn’t we ? But it kinda failed . We tried to give in to each other always , didn’t we ? But it kinda failed too . We don’t understand & can’t seem to accept each other’s flaws , we don’t dare to face each other w/ truths & facts . As time goes by , we stopped trying to understand each other , we stopped giving in to each other , we stop learning how to accept each other anymore . This major break between us has caused us alot of misunderstandings , soon you realise that we both are fucking tired of clearing misunderstandings already . Misunderstandings after Misunderstanding , piling up and up , none of us wants to take them out to talk and solve till nao . ”
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We say we understand each other, but i don’t think so now.
You’re like a stranger on the street, i know nothing about you.
Failed as your sister. Quarrels, arguments, fights. The past had passed. We’re living in both different worlds, even though we tried to enter each others world once more we failed, both of us know.
But the things we go through is huge. Uncountable.
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“Everything’s in a mess , if only we are willing to take everything out to talk over a starbucks coffee or something , i guess things will not be in this situation . Things will seem different . Sorry for all the unhappy memories recently , thinking that not facing you will solve everything but i was wrong .”
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We can’t, it’s too different now. We will wake up; that’s for sure.
But till then, it’s gonna like you go my way, i go mine? Didn’t expect this outcome did you?
Ha. Let it past? Or save it? It’s dragging on for way too long~.

It's new year, a new year, but it's nothing special to me, nothing to rejoice for nothing to celebrate about, no fucking big deal.
Resolutions?
Maybe hm, not getting suspension, no troubles in school.
No HSA, no homes, lazy to list more.
Ttfn.

Overall, miss talking to you, missed knowing your things.